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Helly
09 May 2008 @ 08:06 pm
I just don't have a brain that works like that...  
My laptop has decided that certain websites aren't worth the bother...thus leaving me incapable of either looking or uploading or posting with is REALLY frustrating.

The likely suspects are of course some of my favourites...LJ (yeah I know I'm posting but it's REALLY complicated), Youtube, Photobucket etc...

Basically all the ones I use to share stuff with. You must be breathing a sigh of relief huh...but the thing is I can't watch or read anything and it's really pissing me off. </rant>

Anyhoo, hope you are all well and have a great weekend. Himself's brother has arrived and they've gone to get dinner.......I'll be asleep before they retirn - Men....
 
 
how I'm feeling: irritated
 
 
Helly
06 May 2008 @ 05:40 pm
I'm here for the laughs, I stay because of you...  
How are you then? I mean, really? You ok? I do hope so.

The weather here is glorious - absolutely stunning. Makes me want to run around like a crazy woman...and I just might.

Anyhooo....

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how I'm feeling: bouncy
 
 
Helly
03 May 2008 @ 05:16 pm
And then....  

...I got tonsilitis.

Life just keeps getting better :/

 

*hugs* (but not too close so you get infected)

 
 
how I'm feeling: crappy
 
 
Helly
01 May 2008 @ 11:24 am
I don't like being confined...  

Being house bound sucks. I need fresh air..........please...............

Anyway, everyone is one the mend (except himself who is STILL sicker than anyone ever has been in the universe). I pleased everything is returning to normal. Especially with it being a thursday.... if you know what I'm sayin' ;) That make Helly happy :D

Anyhoo, I changed Jack....

 
 
how I'm feeling: flirty
what I'm listening too: Hard Sun - Eddie Vedder
 
 
Helly
30 April 2008 @ 04:53 pm
Last Call.....  
So, this is the final saga of the whole illness thing (which I'm sure, by now, you've had enough of)

We ended up in hospital over night with Daisy - she had to be taken in immediately due to de-hydration. 
She was such a poorly thing. Doctor after doctor (none of which were vaguely Dr. Shephard worthly I might add) examined her and after five hours she started to respond to the fluids they were administering. Thankfully.

We came home earlier today and she's gradually made progress. Can't tell you what a relief that is. My little girl is starting to return. :D

Anyway, that is all. 

Love you *hugs* 
 
 
how I'm feeling: relieved
 
 
Helly
29 April 2008 @ 01:39 pm
Livejournal? More like medical journal  

Thanks for your kind words - they really helped. I feel much better today guys...so thanks. You really DID make a difference.

Daisy on the other hand, not so much. After four days of feeling poorly I'm taking her to the doctors in a bit to see whats up. She hasn't really eaten in those four days and has no energy at all. There's only so much as a mother I'm willing to put up with. I've reached the end of the road now.

Will let you know.

*hugs*

 
 
how I'm feeling: anxious
 
 
Helly
28 April 2008 @ 05:55 am
The rain started and didn't know when to stop...  

I'm sick.

The whole house is sick (although I think William is probably the best out of all of us). I've been up every half hour through the night with each other person including myself and at 4.30am I finally said bollocks to the situation and got up for good.

I hate being ill - hate it. I haven't got time to be ill. Himself is obviously the worst - men are crap when it comes to illnes although I don't doubt he feels like shit.

What a cheery post this is.........so sorry.

Hope you are all well. I'm gonna go back to staring at the Fox in a vain attempt that might make me feel better :D

*hugs*

 
 
how I'm feeling: crappy
 
 
Helly
27 April 2008 @ 08:29 pm
 
 No pressure - if you've done this already for others I totally understand if you give this a miss...

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how I'm feeling: tired
 
 
Helly
24 April 2008 @ 08:32 pm
Happy Birthday Erica!!!!  

Happy Birthday Erica 

[info]lady_e2484

 

Hope you had a fab 24th birthday my darling.

Sorry my head hasn't been in a good place to do anything for you but know I love you very much :D

xoxoxox

 
 
how I'm feeling: calm
 
 
Helly
24 April 2008 @ 04:48 pm
 
I....

....AM....


........BLUE........
 
 
how I'm feeling: blank
 
 
Helly
21 April 2008 @ 09:16 pm
Icon clean up  

[ 6 ] - Matthew Fox Icons
[ 16 ] - Stock Icons
[ 5 ] - 1 Jack/Kate - 4 Jack/Juliet Banners


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how I'm feeling: blah
 
 
Helly
20 April 2008 @ 08:21 am
Nothing amusing - too tired.  
So, I haven't updated in a while - I am crap.

Real life is really kinda hectic for no reason really. 

Some uninteresting things from me.....

Daisy was meant to start pre-school but the fucked the dates up and now can't start until September. Which is fine but you try explaining to a three year old that she IS going to school just not yet. Especially when she walks past the building. Her friend has to wait too because their birthdays fall the wrong side of Easter this year. Sheesh - some people.

Talking of said daughter, she is three on wednesday. Where did the time go? Seems like yesterday. Himself and I looked through old pics of her when she was a baba. So cute. But I AM biased. We're going to take her to the zoo with my parents. Himself is taking the day off work too so hopefully the weather will stay fine for us. Will try and take some pics - if you want or care to see them.

Himself is still trying to find a job although he's less depressed about it and a bit more pre-active. A job won't knock at the door for him will it?

And me? Nothing new. Sarah knows how it is...hehe. WE always have a giggle about how rock and roll our lives are. Am I alone?

I HAVE seen the new Foxy pics - I AM smiling - and I DO plan to look at them alot more :D

Hope you are all okay - I miss you.

Hugs xoxoxox
 
 
Helly
11 April 2008 @ 10:16 am
Icon drop off  
[ 16 ] - Lost (1x01 and 3x09)
[ 6 ] - Gerard Butler
[ 6 ] Christian Bale

plus 2 Headers (1 Gerard, 1 Christian)

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Here )
 
 
how I'm feeling: complacent
 
 
Helly
06 April 2008 @ 08:18 am
Nothing new...  
Hope you guys are all okay - I've been a bit absent of late and I really miss you guys. real life has me by the balls at the moment and of course my children come first. 
I have read and commented on some of your entries - if I haven't don't be offended..time is precious.  I love you all.

So I would love to come up with a fantastic Foxy picspam because, frankly (no pun intended) I'm in a Foxy/hornfest mood lately and can't shake it. I have had about 3 dreams about him in the last week alone - whats wrong with me? 

However the picspam I bring is of the other important thing I like to do...

 
 
how I'm feeling: thoughtful
 
 
Helly
05 April 2008 @ 07:59 pm
In a room full of blind people the one eyed man is King....  

Because I never get time to post and do everything that I would do for all my Foxy lovers...this came to mind and although its not brilliant by ANY means it just goes to show you how much you all mean to me...


I LOVE YOU XOXOXOX 


eta - theres a blank part half way through and I have no clue why...i someone trying to tell me something? There are mysterious forces at work where he is concerned so anythings possible :D
 
 
how I'm feeling: calm
 
 
Helly
03 April 2008 @ 09:43 pm
Birthday wishes!!!!!!  

If I had more time I would have done more but as it is this is all I can offer....

Hapee Burfdae Franci  

[info]drackeand Amy

 

[info]kickflip_jater

 

 

 

 
 
how I'm feeling: busy
 
 
Helly
01 April 2008 @ 05:12 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTINA!!!!!  
Dearest Kristina  [info]_milz_   - Have a great day hun :D


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how I'm feeling: amused
 
 
Helly
29 March 2008 @ 01:49 pm
Jack & Juliet Vid...  

Here's another one...

 
 
how I'm feeling: cranky
 
 
Helly
24 March 2008 @ 07:33 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!  

Happy Birthday

 

[info]yas_m5

 

 I hope you have a fantastic day hun.
Thinking of you -:D

Love you *hugs tightly*

 
 
how I'm feeling: content
 
 
Helly
22 March 2008 @ 08:32 pm
Because...  

...my internet connection sucks, there's never enough time in the day and I always seem to eat crap food to comfort me.

That is what pisses me off right now!!!!

Hope you are all well :D

Have a great Easter

Hugs xoxoxox

 
 
how I'm feeling: crappy
 
 
Helly
19 March 2008 @ 05:49 pm
Jack & Kate vid...  

I have so many vids on the go at the moment it's nuts. I would dearly love to lock myself in a shed for a month and do nothing but them...yeah..I am that strange.

Anyway this was the first one I finished.

(Sarah - sorry...the next one is yours;) )

 
 
how I'm feeling: blank
 
 
Helly
12 March 2008 @ 05:23 pm
Icons  


Lost - The Other Woman [30]
Gerard Butler [8]

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So why not
come in )
 
 
how I'm feeling: bored
 
 
Helly
05 March 2008 @ 04:55 pm
Raising hussies? I stand guilty as charged...  


Yeah I'm copying but you know I've told you Daisy has done this before....So, in response to Kristina's [info]_milz_ adorable post earlier of her gorgeous niece it had to be done really. Here is a British version of some Jack love :D


 
 
how I'm feeling: bored
 
 
Helly
05 March 2008 @ 03:30 pm
Sick....again.  
So I got another cold - the joy of having kids I guess. 

At Daisy's toddler group today they had a cake fair - what a shame. I HAD to have a piece of chocolate cake. It just screamed 'Eat Me'. I wish Foxy would do that ;)

That is all :D

*hugs*
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how I'm feeling: flirty
 
 
Helly
28 February 2008 @ 03:26 pm
The door was open after all...  
Well of course I do...it's mine :/

Who comments the most on this journal? )
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how I'm feeling: amused
 
 
Helly
28 February 2008 @ 01:49 pm
chocolate cake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

Good...got your attention...

So, how are you? I mean really? You ok? I do hope so.

Anyhoo, my dancing woes have been resolved. High School Musical song (yes...I have to listen to that every week now until July...thanks then) has been agreed on. I think we've done more in a week than we did in the last 6. A couple of them still griped about it but are happier than they were with the previous song - which is good. The next thing they'll complain about will be the costume - I'll worry about that when it happens.
Oh and I know what they mean - I was 14 once before too surprisingly ;D

In other news, Will now has 5 teeth o_o Can you believe it? He's getting so big...literally. He's such a cuddly baby though. Bit whingy too though. And when he feels the need to sleep through the night could someone let me know...

Hope you are all well...I'm off to make a cuppa now...

*HUGS FLIST*

 
ETA - And if I have to watch Bear In The Big Blue House one more time today....><
 
 
how I'm feeling: calm
 
 
Helly
21 February 2008 @ 09:58 am
I need help as much as I need sleep.  
There are several things going on with me right now - all of which feel as if someone/thing is conspiring against me.

Anyhoo, I am back teaching dancing and we've just started work for the annual show. The theme this year is Musicals. Now you wouldn't think it would be that difficult to find a piece of music from a Musical to dance to right?

Wrong...

Well, at least if you're 14. The girls I teach have just not been happy with anything that I give them to dance to. I'm at my wits end. Yesterday I nearly said bollocks to the lot and walked out. Why should I let them get under my skin? I'm the teacher right? It just makes it so hard to teach kids when they're against you before you've even done anything. It even effected my sleep last night because I couldn't switch my brain off from it. They want something popular, something trendy. I think they're missing the point. Am I really going to have to succumb to the fear that is High School Musical? The woman I work for said to lay a few fucks into them and then see what they say. I spend all day looking after children...I shouldn't have to discipline other peoples all the time as well.

So I'm spending the best part of today trying to find a piece of music that A) is from a musical or was sung in a musical film and B) something that hasn't already been used by one of the other classes.

Happy days....

Hope you are all well and if you have any ideas let me know ;)

Love ya's xoxox
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how I'm feeling: crappy
 
 
Helly
18 February 2008 @ 08:06 am
Something old, something new, something borrowed...something orange  
I have been a bad LJ friend over the past couple or so days and for that I apologise. I like to check in at least once a day to check you guys are okay but I haven't recently. I hope you guys are all okay.

So, here are my last 48 hours or so...

Himself had been for a job interview a couple of weeks ago and was asked to go back for a second. It wasn't really the perfect job (but what is) but it was decent money and was just around the corner from our house. Anyway, he recieved a letter friday evening saying he hadn't been successful - things were slightly tense friday evening as you can imagine. Never mind....I'm sure something is out there for him.

Saturday Daisy and Will spent the afternoon over at my parents and then spent the night there....my first night away from both of them. Shouldn;t be a huge deak but it was. It was lovely just to spend time with himself and have the weight of responsiblity lifted from my shoulders all be it only for a few hours. He treated us to dinner and we got a dvd to watch at home (Zodiac -  loved it. Great film AND had John Terry in it....superb!!!). My mum told me that Daisy slept through the night...shame she can't do that here. 

We went and picked them up on sunday morning and just sat around chilling for the rest of the day. 

I feel a little more relzxed than I have done lately and I think it done himself good too. We plan to do it again soon.

Anyway, I'm off to visit a friend today who moved away nearly a year a go. I miss her. The weather is awful and I'm not lookinf forward to driving - something else to get stressed about.


Hope you are all well. Will check back through entries to make sure when I have more time.

Love you guys *hugs*
 
 
how I'm feeling: calm
 
 
Helly
14 February 2008 @ 04:57 pm
Happy Veterans Day!!!  
Yes...that's what himself said to me first thing this morning - men. Trying to be funny were we? Never mind...better luck next year ;)

Here have one of these to make up for it....

 
 
how I'm feeling: silly
 
 
Helly
13 February 2008 @ 12:12 pm
Just a quick one...  
Hope everyone is okay.

Thanks for all  your replies to my previous post - there is reasoning behind it and one day I'll share...just not today :/





 
 
how I'm feeling: blank
 
 
Helly
11 February 2008 @ 05:23 pm
Because...  

...I just want an easy life. 

Is it too much to ask to be happy? Even if what I presume to be happiness may be somewhat boring to others? 

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Oh and I changed my layout - again!!!!

 
 
how I'm feeling: anxious
 
 
Helly
08 February 2008 @ 02:23 pm
Confirmed Dead????? I should say so....  

Lost S4 x 02

I should write a long post on how I liked this epi but you know me and time...real life *shakes fist*

Anyhoo, I'll leave it up to you guys to tell me what you thought about it - I much prefer reading your opinions...I never think of what you lot do...you're all great!!!!

There was one thing that made me smile :D All I will do is the following - you'll understand when you see

 
 
how I'm feeling: sleepy
 
 
Helly
04 February 2008 @ 05:19 pm
Lost Icons - 4 x 01  
Lost - The Beginning Of The End 

[27] Icons
[ 9 ] Banners

Textures by [info]reyesphile [info]spooky_window [info]sanami276

Caps from Lost Media

Preview:

  

REST
HERE )
 
 
how I'm feeling: drained
 
 
Helly
02 February 2008 @ 09:24 pm
Icons - 4 x 01  
Lost - 'The Beginning Of The End'

[ 16 ] - Icons
[ 9 ] - Banners

Textures by [info]sanami276 [info]spooky_window [info]reyesphile

Preview:

  

Rest 
Here )

 
 
how I'm feeling: sleepy
 
 
Helly
01 February 2008 @ 07:00 am
So.......  
....I got up at 4am (thanks to Will) and downloaded Lost - yes.....I am a freak (and also slightly obsessed).

Just finished watching and WWHHEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love basketball!!!!!! :D

Will dissect more later when I've dealt with real life ;)

Love you guys xoxoxox
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how I'm feeling: happy
 
 
Helly
31 January 2008 @ 06:58 am
The Sandman's on vacation...  
Thanks for your kind words in my previous post.

She woke another 6 times in total - I don't remember the exact time of them all but I went to sleep at 10.30pm she woke at 11pm, 11.45pm and 1.30am I do recall. She then woke up at 5.45am and demanded to get into our bed...right or wrongly I was too tired at that point to argue.

And to add insult to injury...we're going out on the train today - oh joy!!! How much fun is she gonna be when she's crabby through having not enough sleep?!!

I think she needs to spend the night with her grandparents ;)

And I'm too tired to make anything new so I'll just post this here too...



HAPPY LOST DAY!!!!!

I'm off to get my blood pumping with caffiene now.

Catch you all later

*hugs*
 
 
how I'm feeling: exhausted
 
 
Helly
30 January 2008 @ 08:41 pm
I hear you knockin' ...  
Just a quick note to say it's gonna be a long night.

Why you say? Is it because Lost returns in a little over 24 hours and I get to see Doctor Sexypants again? Is it because my overdeveloped imagination is dreaming intensely of intimate scenes of said Doctor doing all sorts of things to me? Or simply because we get to see what spoilers were actually true after all?

It is infact none of the above (although they are all on my mind). 

No, my darling daughter has decided that sleep is for pansies and has already been marched back upstairs 3 times and she's only been in bed less than thirty minutes. Each time she comes down stairs demanding her cereal and her clothes on because she thinks its the morning. *sigh* I feel the too tired already :D 

Ho hum.

Hope you are all well and all you hussies are getting yourselves ready :D

Love you guys xoxoxoxox
 
 
how I'm feeling: cranky
what I'm listening too: watching TV to keep awake
 
 
Helly
30 January 2008 @ 03:55 pm
One Step Removed  
( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. )
 
 
how I'm feeling: blah
 
 
Helly
28 January 2008 @ 09:04 pm
Sometimes you just have stop...  
There I am...happy minding my own buisness...when...



 It's nothing you didn't already know/haven't already seen - but it is lovely :D
 
 
how I'm feeling: excited
 
 
Helly
26 January 2008 @ 05:22 pm
Because if I don't I'll explode...  
Just a quick one...I just changed my header in accordance with the upcoming event of Dr Jack returning to our screens :D

Also - this made me smile :D Thanks Sarah [info]iorwenfor bringing it to my attention ;)



Come one - 5 more days (after today that is ;))

 
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how I'm feeling: chipper
 
 
Helly
25 January 2008 @ 09:28 pm
Lost/Gerry Icons  
 Lost - 1x09 Solitary
[22] Icons
[6] Banners

Gerard Butler
[9] Icons
[4] Headers

Textures -   [info]reyesphile  & [info]sanami276

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REST
HERE... )
 
 
how I'm feeling: thoughtful
 
 
Helly
22 January 2008 @ 04:56 pm
Behind Closed Eyes  
Title: Behind Closed Eyes
Pairing: Jack/Juliet
Prompt: All Bound Up
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I don't own Lost or anyone attached to it...



 
 
how I'm feeling: sleepy